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朝夕尽欢 第80节（第3页）

沈砚舟此刻无比清晰地意识到，他现在站在这条被划出的红线之外。

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微信johnny背后，从始至终，都是他沈砚舟。

沈砚舟原本以为是许尽欢刻意接近的把戏，几次相处后，他渐渐改变了想法，想让小狮子自己发现她找错人。

再到现在，意识到自己的感情变质后，沈砚舟扪心自问。

他不敢。

他的小狮子爱憎分明，试探过后，沈砚舟头一遭觉得玩脱了。

他注视着几步外，支着脑袋对桌上照片摇头的许尽欢，感受着她卸下的冷漠盔甲。

解释清智驾那通电话的误会，许尽欢就没有再刻意摆脸色。

态度缓和下来的她，灵动随意。

沈砚舟摩挲着手机，掌心的手机仿佛一个随时会爆的雷。爆掉的弹片能把这段本就不稳定的关系，割得七零八碎，一地狼藉。

johnny马甲掉的那天，他打赌，许尽欢一定会炸毛，并且毫无回旋的余地。

男人修长的手指刮擦着手机的金属边框，计算着利弊。

如果主动说，那今天就是他们关系的结束。

毕竟他在小狮子心里，没有想象中那么重要。

只是一个随时可以结束，说拜拜的炮友罢了。

继续瞒着，接着保持炮友的关系，沈砚舟有信心只要他不想掉马，就不会被发现。

可，偏偏，他想要的并不止于此。

眼前的这个身躯纤细，却爪牙锋利的女人，从身到心，他都要。

那终有一日，势必johnny和沈砚舟，这两个身份会相互重叠，会在小狮子面前被画上等号。

时间越久，许尽欢的应激程度越大。